GRAND SHAG NEXT WEEK.

ARGH!

So not looking forward to it. Seriously this is one of those times where i just wish i have some time controller with me so i can fast forward all the way till the end of Grand Shag. Seriously dreading it like dunno what.

I mean okay im fine with being in the forest with cool mud cream on my face. But i seriously hate it when i dont get to sleep. And Grand Shag promises exactly that. Woots =.=

Sigh. I guess it will be a slow 3 days for me. Just cant wait for it to be over.

And 32km "long walk" this week was horrendous. Walk until i basically cui diao. Had it not been for those nice people who helped and encouraged me i guess i would have been a GG. The 16km to 19km was a killer. Thought it felt like a 5km instead of a 3km. If only they wouldnt lie about the distance... And the 20km to 25km too. Where the lamp posts never seem to end. Its like i walked for 5 mins and lo and behold! There's still 9765432234764349 more in front. That was the point where i really really want to go and die liao. If not for people who kept telling me to go on and on and on, really would have stopped i guess.

I really really hate route marches. To the very core. ARGH.

Sometimes life presents an opportunity to change your life, to turn it all around. And the opportunity comes in the form of a big gamble. Where you win all or lose all. To go for it or not to go? I guess its really a very big gamble but then the lure of the returns really clouded my otherwise normally logical mind. So yea. Hopefully my 眼光is zhun this time. Just a short 2 weeks yo. Come on!

And idiot. I lost my money in poker. From 70k till now left 2k. ARGH!
Lucky not real life money if not i can go cry.