Grand Shag is so finally over. WOOTS.

Really felt a great sense of relief when the whole exercise ended. Like PHEW! Walk, heli, walk, attack, stand two, stand down, dig, tekan, pack, walk, attack, defend, rain, mud, sun, i've been through them all and survived. Haha.

Okay, its not that xiong compared to OCS's JCC, but the digging was really shag, coupled with the heavy rain, soggy boots, wet underwear, the feeling is really f-up.

Think i did okay for my assessment so yup, hopefully taiwan i dont have anymore appointments =)

And quite sad i burnt/scalded my hand. Its really quite painful, though not as painful as ________. Wasnt really paying attention and just brushed my hand past the freaking hot barrel of the rifle. Like ARGH! Can hear the "psst" sound then next moment i know the whole skin from the hand come out le. And still have to wait until the attack was over before i could go see the medic. By then it wasnt that painful liao haha. But would have rather they chopped my hand off instead when they poured the antiseptic lotion on my wound to wash it. Its like so shiokfully painful. Just orgas-ed in pain. Haha.

Then now its quite disgusting. Got pus and red red stuff on it. Gotta go see MO again. Hopefully not infection.

And Wednesday got NAVEX! The last stop before i get my CSB batch. At least something to make the uniform look nicer yo. Haha.

So was really really shag after the whole exercise. Din even feel like stepping out of ma house at all so basically spent the whole one day plus resting at home.

And next week got long weekend. Its really a time to go out and chill and relax yo. All the high keys almost over. Just taiwan left to go before that chevrons come to me! Gotta go club with the guys (hopefully) and guitar hero at Nicholas's house! Yup. Time to let loose, relax and party before Taiwan!

So far the signs have been good. If this goes on then ill be laughing ma way to the b a n k. =)

GRAND SHAG NEXT WEEK.

ARGH!

So not looking forward to it. Seriously this is one of those times where i just wish i have some time controller with me so i can fast forward all the way till the end of Grand Shag. Seriously dreading it like dunno what.

I mean okay im fine with being in the forest with cool mud cream on my face. But i seriously hate it when i dont get to sleep. And Grand Shag promises exactly that. Woots =.=

Sigh. I guess it will be a slow 3 days for me. Just cant wait for it to be over.

And 32km "long walk" this week was horrendous. Walk until i basically cui diao. Had it not been for those nice people who helped and encouraged me i guess i would have been a GG. The 16km to 19km was a killer. Thought it felt like a 5km instead of a 3km. If only they wouldnt lie about the distance... And the 20km to 25km too. Where the lamp posts never seem to end. Its like i walked for 5 mins and lo and behold! There's still 9765432234764349 more in front. That was the point where i really really want to go and die liao. If not for people who kept telling me to go on and on and on, really would have stopped i guess.

I really really hate route marches. To the very core. ARGH.

Sometimes life presents an opportunity to change your life, to turn it all around. And the opportunity comes in the form of a big gamble. Where you win all or lose all. To go for it or not to go? I guess its really a very big gamble but then the lure of the returns really clouded my otherwise normally logical mind. So yea. Hopefully my 眼光is zhun this time. Just a short 2 weeks yo. Come on!

And idiot. I lost my money in poker. From 70k till now left 2k. ARGH!
Lucky not real life money if not i can go cry.